So today was cool I did some laundry and was pretty low but as the day went on I got better. Nils and Erik came over and dropped off all thier stuff. Then I really needed to hang out with someone so I drove to thier house and we went to mill ave. Then We decided we should go to the Hookah Bar. The one on Rural and University. Vince came and it was awesome hanging out with my friends agian. The Hookah Bar was awesome seriously!!!!! I Love that place! I had a blast we were talking about everything in life and It was awesome. It was definetly a cool enviroment there. Its been a pretty crazy weekend But isn't that what they are supposed to be when Your 22 years old. But I am doing a lot better and It was just time for me and Dawn to be over. Im honestly happy that it is cause it was hurting me more than you could imagine and thats just not healthy. I really did want to kill myself! It wasn't a game of manipulating dawn. Dawn is my past and I am so excited about my Future. Dawn wasn't the one for me. Thought she was but I guess thats what you do in relationships. It just didn't work out! But Ill gonna be ok without Dawn. Just like I was ok without Stacey! They are part of my past and I learned my lesson with stacey that you don't want to bring the past back cause it caused me a couple years of my life. I don't want anything to do with Dawn! She is a stranger to me! The list I made up that Had the people who want me alive and the people who want me dead. I was confused of what side Dawn Kranendonk went on but the truth is she isn't on either side. She will and always be a stranger to me! From this day! She will never Hurt me agian! I won't let her! She is a stranger!